It’s Been 2 Years

2 years ago I ventured out and became an independent young woman. It has been a very interesting experience but I have learned so much. I learned the most important thing a women needs to learn how to be happy alone. How to live life for you and not for someone else. Some women don’t get the chance to live for themselves or even learn to be happy without someone. I think it’s important to know how to make yourself happy and have to rely on someone else to all the time. So much has changed since then and I have really matured and moved further in life. I was digging to set my foundation and now my foundation is almost complete. I’m excited for the future and hopefully it will be just as amazing as my past. I’m so blessed and thankful for everything and everyone and I hope many more blessing are ahead!

Im lusting with the present…I’m in love with my future…. I flirt with my past but I’ll never go back

I rarely rant anymore

I guess because I don’t have much to complain about anymore… Well I have the bad attitude about a friend of mine well I don’t even know if we are considered friends anymore. I don’t of nowhere we just stopped talking and I felt like I was always the one to reach out but never got the responses need to keep up the communication… I kinda just gave up you can’t force anyone to hangout with you, talk to you or be apart of your life so I think Im getting over it but I think that is the dumbest way to lose a friend next to over a man. But I just want real true friends not ones that change with the weather or when they get in a relationship they forget how to operate a phone using your number.. I’m good I don’t need that! God bless anyway!

Just got annoyed….

I normally could care less but all of a sudden I just got annoyed with my dad. My dad who’s been gone from age 2-20 and texts me and says he was thinking about me. That’s cool but there was no how are you? What you been doing? Do you need anything? How’s life? It was “I’m planning a wedding it’s expensive”. I feel like I should be a jerk and say I’m fine doing great schools going well thanks for asking! But I won’t. I’ll just pretend to care and then he will go back to not existing… That sucks but that’s what I know best.

Next Year…

Its hard to believe Im not a kid anymore 😔. As a kid all we wanna do it be grown or old enough to do the things I don’t even find fun anymore. But now I’m older and I feel like I have to start that part of life I rushing to get to. It’s a little overwhelming to think that I have so many things to check off my adult life list and I haven’t really started. Im excited to see where it goes from here and to see all my friends I grew up with to start to going through it all from careers to marriages I’m happy to see us all growing up living the adult life :-)

That time of the year….

Every year around this time I get this weird feeling like I should be doing something nice and special for my birthday but I NEVER DO! Everyone always ask what are you gonna do and I never can think of anything the joy of having a fun birthday is gone since its so close to biggest holidays so I kinda just let it go by and say I’ll do something next year… Well I’ll do something next year for sure this time :-) lol

Happy New Year….2012

Last New Year had no clue my year would be like this but I’ve had nothing but blessing all year! I can only hope is year is even better :-) so many things to look forward to I just hope I can get through it all with way more smiles than tears :-) hope everyone enjoyed the celebration but I know that a good celebration doesn’t set the tone for the new year…. So I’m ready 2012 bring it :-)